30/08/15

Wondering

Hai people..
Hai friends..
or
Anyone who still stick with me in here hahaha

Hellooooo
ohhh men you know what, I can't believe I still alive today
What's year now? 2015? o.mai.gat!!!

I remembered yesterday I just woke up with my toys, heard my mom yelling at me as the wake up time hahaha Go to school as my first day, met new friends around 4 or 5 years old in a place called PLAY GROUND... hahahaha

Ahhh I miss those memory..
If I can do something just to go back to that time, I'LL DO IT FOR SURE
I'll make my mom and dad laughing and will kiss them all day long..
I'll make my first date as my best day ever..
I'll take him that who I adore since my 1st class in my SMU and dancing with him at Prom Night..
I'll kiss everyone as much as I can
I'll hug them very tight
And will never make anyone cried..
Never!

You know,
I suddenly realize many things
About what I've done..

and now I felt so sad..

I'm thanking to you GOD for my life, I just wondering how if I have a chance to make anything better and fix them would my heart will feel better? well maybe it will be :)





28/08/15

You've made me realize my deepest fear

You and me, we made a vow
For better or for worse
I can't believe you let me down
But the proof's in the way it hurts

For months on end I've had my doubts
Denying every tear
I wish this would be over now
But I know that I still need you here

You say I'm crazy
'Cause you don't think I know what you've done
But when you call me baby
I know I'm not the only one

You've been so unavailable
Now sadly I know why
Your heart is unobtainable
Even though Lord knows you kept mine


- Je, 28 August 2015 -